life is so complicated

my life is so complicated recently..
many things happened daily..
i dunno whether i can handle n settle everything?
i try my best to make my life better but....could i??
friends??family??studies??working??partner??
these are elements which colour up my life..
but these are also elements which make me feel tat
my life is not perfect enough..
wishing everything could goes on smoothly..
according to wat i think n wat i wan..
but does everything in mind r possible to goes on like wat i wan?
no..no..i dun think so..
when i think tat something should goes on perfectly,
then there wil b some problems appear..
but now i realized tat although many things happened
r not according to our wishes,
but it's according LORD's plan..
It is a plan from GOD for us..
He is creating a perfect n beautiful life for u..
but v didn't appreciate it..
we try to change n do everything according to wat we think..
recently i realized tat i did many wrong things..
i was just like keep on hurting ppl around us..

moody night

actually my mood for today is quite good de..
coz nothing spacial happened ma..hehe
but when i reached home n v talk about the show shooting for tomolo..
my sis is going to act as ghost..
but my dad suddenly dunno y like respond vry seriously..
he asked for the contact no. for the PIC..he called..asked..
i m sure tat everyone heard tis voice wil b very scare..
i know my dad is thinking of our own good..but..
do he feel tat sometime his reaction n action r a bit serious..
the way he talks, speaks, acts.....make ppl scare him n get away from him..
n sometime he maybe din stand on our place when he do stg..
he din realize tat something when he do may make us paiseh n dunno how to face ppl..
tis is not the first time..many many times d..
is just like dropping my face in front of my friends..
i wan to ask:"how r we going to face those show crew tomolo? just act like ntg? NO!!!"

long time no c

hehe..i m soli tat i have a long time din update my blog d..
but i think i wil find some time to do so soon..
the following are those blog articles which i m going to update:
* my working period
* dad n mum anniversary
* my first salary
* many many more..

see ya..

nice working experience

work in CR aldy almost one week lo..

not bad..hehe..i means my sales n my friends there..

Yen n Joyce..n Joan is my supervisors..

haha..enjoy working there..

learnt many things there..thx to my friends..

hope tat days coming next will b better n better..

first day of work

today was my first day went for work in

JUSCO, the CARLO RINO..

starting from 3pm - 10.30pm..

tired..leg pain..everywhere oso pain..

hehe..but not bad today..

i means for my sales la..

but for the friends there, still not close yet..

seldom chat..dunno when to serve customer..

coz i hv to let them serve 1st coz they have to meet target..

and one more careless thing i did..

i forgot to bring my bread out from the store room..

hope GOD can halang al those ants, rats, crockcroaches to come..

pls!!! if not i sure kena de..pls!!!

hope everything goes smoothly tomolo like today..

haha..al the best lo, wei wei..

start working lo..

tomolo i m going to start working in JUSCO..

d CARLO RINO..hehe

3pm to 10.30pm..7 hours onli..

due to tomolo is a public holiday for Deepavali,

so i wil get double salary for tomolo..

hehe..1st time go working..

very excited n feel interesting leh..

hope tomolo all things wil goes smoothly la..

May GOD bless me all the time..

rest earlier lo..haha

my product..

hehe..today cooked omelette for my family..

its did not reali look nice but..

d taste r not bad..

my family n i finished it leh..

haha..

will do it again next time n will do better..

gambateh!!

today go interview

now i m waiting for my course to start..

it will b next year, 2010..

so i decided to find a part-time while

helping my dad also in his office..

den i cn get double salary ma..haha

i go CARLO RINO interview..

working time as follow:

Mon-Thu = 6pm-10pm

Fri = 6pm-10.30pm

Sat-Sun = 3pm-10.30pm

hehe..wil start working from tis sat..

will get double salary for it coz it a public holiday

it deepavali..haha

gambateh lo..

hooray..

my result came out d lo..

Finance = A-

Sociology = B-

Maths for Business n Social Science = D

*dunno y maths stil get D..haiz..

marks r not so high but i m satisfy..

coz i never tot tat i wil get A- for my Finance..

means tat my hard work is berguna de..

haha..now waiting to procede to my degree lo..

Bachelor in Business Administration..

gambateh lo!!!!!

i m back lo..

long time din update my blog..
y? because at home de internet so slow lo..
pikchik ma..so din update lo..
hehe..y today update de?
because today is my 1st day to work..
my job for today:
call to DHL, product packing, fill DHL form..
online..
haha..wat a nice working day..
i think d day cuming will be more things to do la..
wahaha..so gambateh lo..
GOD bless....

last paper lo..

tomolo i m going to sit for my last exam paper lo..

haiz..like no mood study de..

but still vry scare n worry about tomolo de exam..

i wish to get better result for it..

i think tis is de one which i have more confidence on it..

so study hard ba..

den can enjoy my holiday d..

gambateh lo..

wishing me everything goes smoothly

with d blessing of my GOD lo..

hehe..

haha..today i finished my sociology paper..

a bit happy coz wat i studied got come out leh..

hope i can reali get a good result lo..

hahahaha..next, i have to fight for my last paper..

F.I.N.A.N.C.E.

once finished tis paper, yeah!!

i can went home and relax for 1 day lo..

then will continue my preparation work

for performance n competition lo..

GAMBATEH lo..

*tis sat (19/9/09) TU Anniversary lo..8pm

sunday..

today went back to ipoh early in d morning..

while going church, also went back to home

and have breakfast wif my lovely mum..

but i tot can went back to kampar at about 3pm..

means after youth gathering..

but because of pastor got 2 meeting to attend..

so me n hui en stay at my home to wait for pastor lo..

so i slp for a while n watch TV lo..

now aldy at kampar hostel lo..

studying..having dinner..bathe..sleeping..

tomolo attending my 2nd exam lo..

S.O.C.I.O.L.O.G.Y.

after that, i got one more day 2 rest n study..

wish to fast fast finish exam o..hehe

happy sunday

YEAH..now i m waiting to go to church now lo..

not kampar de church, is ipoh de..

is my IGBC..haha

finally can see my mum lo..

n my bro n sis also..hehe..

hope tonight i can still study like yesterday night..

without not so tired lo..

gambateh lo..

only 2 more papers to go only lo..

after tat can relax n enjoy lo..hehe..

take k

miss home..

today just finished my maths exam..

but still feel very stressed..

hope i will do well for it lo..

still got 2 more papers to go leh..

so now i m studying my SOCIOLOGY..

y so rush leh??

actually study tomolo also can wo..

but tomolo i wan 2 go ipoh wif pastor n hui en..

so tonight prefer to study late a bit..

hehe..miss my mum ma..haha

so today n tomolo have to study harded a bit lo..

gambateh lo..always add oil 4 myself..

hehe..its ok la..

coz i know many ppl r adding oil for me de..haha

*Count down to finish exam: 4 days 4 nights.. HOORAY !!!

tomolo start war-exam

today onli cum bk from ipoh to kampar..

reached hostel 7.45pm..

very tired o..but stil have to study..

coz tomolo is my MATHS exam..

stressed oh..scare cant get well exam..

how now? start study lo..

may GOD bless me tomolo..

wish everything goes smoothly tomolo..

*pls pray for me when u see my blog..

it is to increase my confidence n reduce my stress..

hehe..thx ya..

take k everyone..

week 13

oo..today i just came bk from ipoh early in d morning..

y?? to attend class lo..

attend my finance class coz discuss mid-term paper..

haiz..although test result not bad..

but not so good also..gambateh lo..

today bar list cum out d lo..hehe

so i prefer to go home today..

n cum bk for class on wed..hehe

very lazy oh..??haha..

now, its time to work harder lo..

test is juz around d corner lo..

* for d performance, sook hui quit d..

replace by yoke ching lo..

v learnt half of it d..

gambateh for d following harder part lo..

week 12 lo..

wah..now aldy week 12 lo..

so good..another 2 more weeks to go..

but it also means tat my final exam is just around d corner..

haiz..have to start study lo..

no much time left d..

n i stil have to give attention to our performance on october..

too many things to do lo..

hehe..hope i can manage my time wisely..

so that i could have more time to study for my final..

hope this time i can do well in my exam..

GAMBATEH lo..wei wei, u can de!!!

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week 11-Monday

week 11 came lo..
morning
wake up..study finance..(very sleepy ar)..
bathe..cycle to campus..
finance quiz..7 questions..
can do but dunno correct anot..
got 2 questions dunno but finally i did it also..
hope all r correct la..
afternoon
cycle back..buy lunch..
finished lunch..take a nap..
wake up for class..(still very sleepy)
evening/night
finished class..bathe..
wait parents reached kampar for dinner..
now watching movie..rest..feel tired..
wait for sleeping time..
hehe..

bk kampar lo..

today n yesterday i also went to hospital

to visit my yi po wif my mum..

but today mu uncle n auntie from kampar went together wif us..

yi po looks better n not so weak d now..

is just d way she talks a bit slower than before..

everything is alright d..

have to take more rest lo..

today during sunday worship..

kim sang one song-

"zhe yi sheng zui mei de zhu fu"..

i suddenly think about my yi po..

n i almost wanna cry due to her sickness..

hope GOD heals her n bless every ppl healthy always..

after visitation, my uncle fetch me bk to kpr..

haiz..leave home again..homesake ar..

sick d

today i went to hospital to visit my yi po(my grandma de sis)..
she seems like got d symptons of stroke..
so she have to stay in hospital for a few days..
for further checking..
just now i saw her..vry weak..
mayb she has ate medicine d..
act like blur blur..almost dun recognise me n my parents..
so sad to see her like tat..
me n my mum went to visit her last 2 weeks..
tat time she was stil ok..
but now suddenly look like tat..
i saw my parents very worry about her..
REALLY HOPE HER CAN GET WELL SOON..

**for those who read my blog, pls help to pray for her..
pray tat GOD will heal her n make her wil get welll soon..

**Yi Po, u take more rest lo..u will be fine soon de..dun worry..

week 10-thursday

today thursday lo..
later i wil be having my maths test 2..
wishing myself n al d candidates all the best lo..
hope wat i studied wil be cuming out for d test..
after d test, i will be going back to Ipoh lo..
haha..yeah..miss my house oh..
miss my mum food, miss my dog, n miss everything in Ipoh..

*hubby, miss ya also..

week 10-wednesday

today dun have test..

n my class in on 5-6pm..

so today d whole day i did many things..

studying..sending dobi..paying rental..refilling water..

i was lazy to go to class..

but i scare i will missed any tips from my tutor..

so i go..

but finally my tutor din gave us any tips..

so have to study all lo..

today dinner is mushroom soup..

i drank d who can of mushroom soup..

n it is family pack de=large tin de..

after a while..started to hungry again..

hehe..jz take some snack lo..

coz busy studying..lazy to cook anymore..

hope tomolo de test can goes smoothly lo..

GAMBATEH!! take k n sleep early lo..

week 10-tuesday

wah..today i have my second test-sociology lo..

reali vry tired to study for so many test..

actuali today de test is quite easy..

but dunno y many of d answers i m stil not so confirm..

hope i can score nicely for it lo..

after d test,i stil have to attend class..

many of them went off after the test..

i planned to do so also,

but i scare i will missed something from my lecturer..

so i stay back..

although it was as usual-a boring class..

but Mr.Bala stil telling many jokes n make us laugh..

anyway, it makes me a bit relax after d test..

week 10-monday

today is aldy week 10 lo..

n today morning i hv my first mid-term test=FINANCE..

i reali study hard but

it seems like a bit blur for me..

when i was studying, i not reali can remember wat i studied..

then today morning i cycled to campus..

it's reali a hot weather..

i tried my vry best to study for d last time..

remember as much as i can..

when d test started at 11.30am, i was nervous..

when i saw d questions, i dunno how to do d theory part..

so i start wif d calculation part..

before d test end, i asked my lecturer to let us open book for a while..

after d 2 mins open book, i found out some of d answers and mistakes i made..

although i can reali answer al d questions,

but i think it is ok also..hehe..

all the best to my FINANCE lo..

tomolo sociology's turn..GAMBATEH lo!!

busy sunday

today is sunday..so i was so busy..

wake up early in d morning..

have breakfast together wif parents and church members..

then went for sunday worship..

i was d song leader for praise n worship today..

today is d first week of d month..

so we have Lord's Supper..

after service, went for choir practise for 1 hour..

then have my lunch..

Fried Rice + McDonald McValue Lunch..

went for TU after lunch..

tat time aldy feel very tired..

suppose to have dance practise today..

but finally it is cancelled..

then went home for a while..

ltr follow mum went to fetch my little bro..

he had his dance practise at church..

then started to pack my things to bk to kampar..

bathe..clean up my room..

5.45pm..depart from ipoh..

6.30pm..dinner wif uncle n family, grandpa n grandma..

8.00pm..went bk to hostel..

8.30pm..start studying..

tat's all for today..

wat i can say is: very tired oh..

**i am nervous now because

tomolo i am going to have my finance mid-term test..

dunno wat to study..hope everything goes smoothly tomolo..

all the best to u, wei wei lo!!!

GAMBATEH!!!

saturday family night

tonight we have a nice dinner..

my mum cook d "bak yau gai"-soya sauce chicken..

my dad pack sweet sour spicy crabs for us..

n d other dishes r cooked by my grandma..

wah..wat a delicious dinner..

we enjoy having it and chit-chatting..

thx my dad, my mum and my grandma

for preparing all those nice and delicious food for us all the time..

i love u all!!! muax...

pei yi birthday

yesterday was pei yi's birthday..

about 11pm, i was called to go to westlake

to celebrate birthday with pei yi..

when i reached there, many of them are there..

thomas,soon min,pipu,yinsyn,kenny,fish,samantha,

ruiying, cheeann,peiyi,sony,sean n d queen..

hehe..i finally saw d queen lo..

quite a beautiful girl..haha..nice to meet u lo..

we just laughing n chit-chatting all the way there..

about 12am, we back lo..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LO..PEI YI..

*i would like to wish Eugene Lau happy birthday

as 29th July(Wed) is his birthday..

wishing u all d best as u r going to KL for ur further studies..

GAMBATEH n take k lo..

annoyed..

today start to feel annoyed n worry

about d performance for IGBC 25th anniversary

and my mid-term tests which are going to start next week..

all tests come together..OMG..how to study oh???

wanna make me die meh??

i reali cant lose for this sem d..

anyway, GAMBATEH in this 2 matter lo..

hope i can complete both of these perfectly lo..

MAY GOD BLESS ME ALSO..

**those who read my blog, pls pray for me lo..

as more prayer make me stronger..hehe..

thx lo..

not so boring today..

haha..i jz came back from ipoh today early in d morning..

coz my dad was jz came back from outstation last night..

hehehe..he bought me a nice purse..pink in colour de..

i love it so much..n i m using now oh..

today 11pm reali lazy to go to class..so sleepy..

but i stil went and i learnt a bit things compare than before..

then i went back by a late bus..reached home aldy 2pm stg..

den nap for a while..wake up..went to maths class again..

class finished..went back hostel for dinner..

den i online and search for some suitable video

which can help us in our performance for d church 25th anniversary..

finally i found..high school musical de..

i learnt something..i think this week v can start learning some of it d..

haha..i think v wil start to be busy starting this week..

coz have to prepared for al d performance..

GAMBATEH lo..all my dear church members..

let's make this anniversary a successful and interesting anniversary!!!

tuesday lo..

today dunno is lucky or not..hehe..

is like tat de..i went to bus stop at 11.20am to take bus..

but then onli i see from my bus schedule, got 12.22pm de bus..

den i went bk home to wait..

second time i went to bus stop at 12.10pm, i saw rick's car past by..

then yoke kwan called me..

she ask me whether wanna follow their car go campus..

coz they are going bk to batu gajah..

den they ask me bk home to wait..

coz they are going to have lunch first..

so i walk bk to my home to wait again..

haha..reali weird wo..walk here walk there..

but anyway, thx yoke kwan and rick lo..

monday lo

today is monday again lo..have to go for class again lo..haiz..sienz oh..
starting from this week, there are many test and quiz coming soon..
OMG..so many test and quiz, how to study ar?
so have to start now lo..
reali scare cant finish study all oh..
for this time, i reali want to be triple hardworking..
i cant let myself to lost again..
i wanna WIN this time and every coming time..
GAMBATEH lo..confidence lo..

quiz again..

today 5-6pm onli got class..

so d whole day i stay in hostel..

except going to send laundry n buy my lunch..

den went to campus on 4.22pm de bus..

so less ppl taking tis bus onli..

before class end, my tutor told us next week

will be another quiz for us on integration..

he gave some examples on wat questions wil come out in d quiz..

OMG..y quiz again??

juz finish one quiz 2 weeks before onli wo..haiz..

have to study hard hard again..

last quiz i got 4/5..hope tis quiz can get better..hehe

gambateh lo..

**today for 6.10pm onli got one bus

fetching al d students who wanna go back..

so d bus is reali full full full of students..

i think inside d bus there r more than 80 ppl..

OMG..luckily i got my place as i went up earlier..hehe

time passed..

finance class at 11-1pm..den take lunch at block D de cafeteria..

den dunno wat to do..dun wan to waste money to take bus bk..

so prefer to stay in campus..but 3 hours wo..

when study until tired, den i jz sit there..

dreaming and listening to songs..

4pm, maths class start..but no mood to concentrate..

jz chatting wif hui shan..

den lecturer let us bk earlier..

reached home, tired..sleepy, so sleep lo..

wake up at 7.40pm,

being wake up by my housemate..coz she pecah a glass

den cook and take dinner..

studying..........watching DVD..............

good night..

Hi-Tea

today de YTU program, went for Hi-Tea at Heritage Hotel..

each person pay RM15.00

not so expensive..

but food not many choices and not very nice..

but it's ok also..hehe

d "sei dai choi zi" also got go today..hehe..

have lots of fun in chatting while eating..

went back home at about 3.15pm..

wah, very tired leh..coz cum out d whole day d..

when reached home, rest for a while, watch TV..

pack things to bk to kampar..

fetch Fennie and have dinner together wif my family..

when reached kampar, start studying Finance after rest for some time..

hope to have a nice dream today..

miss my dear so much..

My NS friend

last time, when i went for my National Service, i knew one new friend when i am lining up to register..She is Shirley, a girl come from Kuala Kangsar..and during the 3 months in d camp, we are very good friend and we went everywhere together..
after the camp, she had followed her bf to Singapore to work..and we din keep in touch as we are busy with our own work..but i still missing her so much because she is d one who accompany me when i am alone in a strange place..
today when i am doing my revision at my own room, my phone rang..number shown is a number from S'pore..at first i was wondering who is calling me..so when i pick up d phone, then only i know she is Shirley..we chat for a few minutes and she told me she is coming back at d end of August..so we plan to meet up with each other and also other NS members if possible..
See u all soon lo..

quiz result

hehe..my class for today is at 5-6pm..so i am lazy to go today..y?? because before d class, i was napping..so lazy to wake up..but i dun wan to skip class coz i scare later when i have any emergency to skip class, den i have no more chance..hehe..
in class today, tutor discuss tutorial questions as usual..before class end, my tutor annouce our quiz marks to us..i got 4 marks upon 5..actually all my answer are correct but due to some mistakes on my presentation of answer so i got only 4 marks..hehe..but i am happy also coz i know all my answer are right and i know my hard work had proved by my result..hehe

weiwei, ur hard work had been proved!! so keep in on continuosly and gambateh lo!! get 3.0 for this sem and get my present from hubby lo..hahaha
* 8 more weeks to go only..

maths quiz

today i have a maths quiz at 5-6pm..i have a bit scare with it because i scare i dunno how to do it..but when my tutor gives us the question, i have 90% confidence on it..haha..hope i can really score this quiz by not making any careless mistake lo..haha
GOD bless me!! GAMBATEH lo..take k

*Aiyo, me heaven fully recover with my illness ar..still a bit not feeling well because of the sore throat..hope i can recover soon lo..i want to be a healthy wei wei!!

week 5 lo..

juzt came back from trip, although already rest for one day, but still very tired oh..hehe..but i really enjoy the trip oh..wish to go again leh..haha..actually we planned to go KL few days later, but because of the virus, so we planned not to go anymore..haha..save the money lo..go next time..
now already week 5 lo..half sem already gone lo..mid-term is near already and we are going to start our assignment lo..so i think the time when hubby back to terengganu i will be started to study and prepare for my Finals lo..
so, wei wei GAMBATEH lo!!!

sick d..

yesterday night, when i suddenly wake up from my dream, i feel like very hot n i think i got a fever..n hou long tong also..haiz..so i was thinking y suddenly i wil sick? oh..i know la..i think yesterday night when going out yam cha wif my friends i got d rain drops..n i ate spicy fried chicken also..haiz.. no wonder la..but i am still thinking that izit i got d H1N1 virus?so i whole night cant sleep well..
today morning i received my mum's call..i told her i am not going back to Ipoh this weekend n i told her i am sick also..den my mum n dad were so worry n they asked me quickly go n c a doctor because the virus is vry sai lei now..so they asked me better go n check so that they can fong sum..
in order to let my parents fong sum, i decided to go back to ipoh tonight no matter to see doctor or other else..n i am coming back to kampar this friday means tomorrow evening to continue my plan for this week..hope everything can goes smoothly..May GOD bless me and my plan..PLS!!!

kampar rain lo..

from d beginning when i back to kampar to study, here really long time din rain lo..hehe..so d hot hot weather very susah nak tahan leh..every nite also cant sleep well..but........
yesterday about 6.30pm, kampar started to rain..wah..after raining, the weather really change cold a bit..haha..continue to rain lo..but not tonite..y?
because i wan to go pasar malam lo..
n this few days i seems like not feeling so well coz hou long tong n headache..hehe..drink more water lo..
everybody also take k lo..Gambateh lo!!

yeah!!

today is already thusday..i like today..because i am going back to my lovely home lo..i can enjoy d air-cond, watch astro, go everyway i like wif my family especially my mum..and this week is a special week coz i am going to celebrate Father's day with my dad..

Happy Father's Day to my lovely daddy n al the fathers in the world lo..

a nice dinner

yesterday night my dear come and went for dinner with me..hehe..at first we planned to go for KFC because it is cheaper than d others as we want to save money..but finally my dear planned to bring me for d steamboat+BBQ..hehe..there will be much more expensive compare with eating KFC..we enjoyed ourself there..we can take watever foods we like such as fish ball, crab fillet, seafood taufu, seafoods, meats, lamb, lady-fingers and so on..we enjoyed the process of waiting the food to be cooked, we enjoyed playing d BBQ..actually is not BBQ..we are given a flat "tit ban" and then we can put our food on top of it and fry it..it's a very nice cooking process..
before we leave, i also eaten one agar-agar and some chocolate ice-cream..wah..so nice..we paid RM22 for each person..actually not we pay la..its my dear pay for me..haha..i only contributed RM1..wahaha..thx lo..my dear..

*sorry, there are some interaction with my bluetooth..so i will be uploading d photo later lo..hehe

dun wan to bk to kampar

today is monday..normally i wil back to kampar sunday night..but because of my dad went to outstation and cant fetch me back on sunday night, so i prefer to stay one more night at home and take bus back to kampar..

but today morning my feeling is:

can i skip my class today?

can i stay one more night here?

can i have my holiday?

but i know al these are not going to happen on me during tat moment because i have to attend my class..i already wasted many money for the extra semester as i failed my exam, i cant do anything which will make me regret later..so i tel myself: only left with 11 week..i know GOD will always be there for me in these 11 weeks..after tat, i can do watever i like..
so as i said, i take bus bk to kampar today..my mum fetch me to the bus station near Olympia College, then i take a bus with no air-cond..but it is not tat hot because the windows are all open..normally once i sit down, there will be the ticker-keeper to collect money from me and give me the ticket..but today are different..until the moment i leave the bus, i din make any payment at all..haha..but before tat, i was thinking, shall i tell the person he heaven sell the ticket for me? but now i m a poor ppl..so i prefer to save the RM4 stg rather than tell him the truth..hehe..very sorry lo..

end of first boring week..

today i went to campus alone as usual.. but today it is a bit different..because i met many of my TA4 friends..very happy..not only this, i also met one of my church member, John and a friend which i did not meet him for a long time..he is a guy which i know him when i was in secondary school..i know him when i joined a club called Young Christian Students Movement..i seldom met him but everytime when i met him i wil be a bit lucky..hehe
so today i am a bit lucky..when i went into the first tutorial class for Sociology, i saw 2 ppl whom i know n one of them is my ex-secondary classmate,Yasmin..after that, i m worry tat no transport to go 2 campus at 2pm..den rick told me, he has class on 2pm wif yoke kwan den he can fetch me..wah..so good..
nice to c my TA4 classmate again..yin syn, samantha, pipu, doraemon, sony, see yin, soo shan, soon min.....hope to c u al again..hehe
last thing is i really feel that GOD will make a way for us where there seems to be no way..

"special" breakfast hour

today morning, i went for breakfast wif my parents in a kopitiam before going to church..this kopitiam is a old style kopitiam..not that kind of kopitiam which v normally go and see in d shopping complex..actually most of the time i will have breakfast wif my parents there..but today..when i finished my breakfast and reading newspaper, my dad suddenly said:"look! such a big mouse!" at first i thought my dad saw the big mouse in the TV..but when i turn around and i saw a big mouse having "cat walk" on the wire in the shop..i was shock!!! i never see such a big mouse in a shop which sells food..really unhygience leh!! OMG..

start of a boring week

last week, i got my time table d..happy wif it is because my class onli until thursday 4pm..after tat i can go back to my hometown d..hehe..unhappy wif it is because i had my friends to attend class wif me last time..but now..onli me going to class alone..duno how to tahan this type of lonely for more than 3 months..haiz..
tomolo i m going to campus alone also..paying those expensive bus fees..haiz..but luckily hubby will come n have dinner with me tomorrow..hehe..i know he is the one will always teman me..but he is going back to terengganu in d beginning of july..then wat m i going to do?? really going everyway alone??staying at hostel alone??watching all those DVD??haiz..dunno oh..

my penang trip @ part 1

last saturday (30/5), i m going to penang with my family..early in the morning, i wake up n help my mum to do some house work..after finishing packing up all out thing and finished breakfast, then we depart..
about 11.30am, we reached BUKIT TAMBUN..we have our seafood lunch there..wah..so delicious..then we continue to go penang..about 12.10pm, we reached Berangin Mall..me, my sis and my mum go there for shopping..after 2 hours, we have bought 4 pairs of shoes, 4 shirts and something else..but we still like not enough..we hope to shop for longer but my brother wanna back to hotel for swimming, so we left at about 3.15pm to go for checking in..
the hotel that we stay is Gurney Hotel..wah..it is a nice and grand hotel..after checking in, my dad bring my bro for swimming..the swimming pool is on the 7th floor of the hotel..me, my bro, my sis adn my mum went to 7th floor also because my dad told us that there are also many other facilities like gym, beach volley ball court, archery, ping pong, snooker, tennis and so on..my mum ordered one set of adult set, one french fries and one soft drink due to we are hungry at tat time..while enjoying all the facilities and the nice view there, we have something to eat also..hahahaha
at night, my dad brought us to a famous place for our dinner..it is THE SHIP..the outlooking of this restaurant is a big ship..inside the restaurant, it looks grand and romantics..the food are nice and there are also many special drinks with alcohol or without alcohol..i tried one drink named orange juice with white wine..wah..it is nice..the dinner cost us about RM300..
after dinner, we went to GURNEY PLAZA for shooping as it is near our hotel..hehe..then we back to hotel and my dad went to massage as he was very tired aldy..me n my bro went to the COFFEE BEANS just next to our hotel to buy some coffee and hot chocolate..nice..

black monday

today is a black day for me..last time people told me when v saw the lightnings, we will get bad luck..actually i am not so believe on it because i thought it was something say by someone and it may not be true..but on this monday........
after finishing all my works on downstairs and i planned to went in to my room chatting phone with my hubby n enjoying my air-cond due to the hot weather..and because of i am going to on the air-cond, so i have to close my door..at first i din realize something wrong with the door..until my sis come up and want to try to open the door, then onli we realized something happened..
we tried many ways to make the door open but we could not do that..but after some time, we can finally opened the door..thanks GOD..
actually i thought i will be very affraid of this matter but i did not..i pray to GOD so that the door could be open by us ASAP..and i know GOD will do it for me..i know is GOD take all the affraid away from me..THANKS GOD!!!

memorable sunday

For me, today i think it is a memorable Sunday..why leh?? because i m the song leader for my church Sunday worship..but when our songs of praise reached half way, my church power cut..the whole church become very dark..hot..n i received order to stop singing n let the church members to sit down..n d main points is today i brought my friends to come for worship..n finally all of us end with hot n dark..but thanks GOD also bacause we have the chance to try another type of worship-without air-cond, lights, fans, mics....hehe
today very happy also..bacause a group of friends which i know them from our Youth Camp in April come to church today..v chat, v laugh and v enjoy sitting together to chit chat..then when 1.30pm v went to IBC to attend a talk which is about SEX EDUCATION..in this talk, the speakers really straight to the point n he makes his talk very interesting..i learnt many things from it..n now onli i realize i reali know the meaning of many 'terms' which he mention in his talk which normally ppl do not know or dun reali understand..hehe..maybe is my friends around me in Uni "taught" me a lot gua..n d lesson i get today is same as my principle: SAY NO TO PRIMARITAL SEX..
N lastly, today very tired ar!!!!
* Hope to c d group of friends again in every week..remember to come again lo..

my unsuccessful

my final exam result have came out..i tried my very best so that i can pass this exam but the result told me i failed to do it..when i saw my result, i felt sad n disappointing..i really dun know what to do for getting this result..i m losing direction at the moment..but i know i have to have another plan for my result could not proceed me to my degree course..i have to stay one more sem for about half year to clear all my subject and i will be following the Jan intake 2010 students to my degree course..i have no choice.. before this, i planned to appeal for my result but my dad asked me am i really confident that i could appeal the result and get the result which i want and preceed me to degree?? i am not confident so i planned not to appeal for it is only wasting the money by doing something which i am not confident at..now i am planning to change my original course, business administration to public relation..once i clear all my subject, i think i will do it and try to take those subject which i din study in my foundation for stream A..i have my own plan aldy..hope i really can put in more effort in this repeat sem so that i reali can proceed to degree next year successfully..may GOD bless me and hope that my friends who read my blog will pray for me..i think prayer will make me more confident and i know GOD is with me all the time..this time i failed, i know it is one of the trial that GOD give me..

GAMBATEH, wei wei!!!

all the best

for all my dearest friends who r in genting highlands now..
i m sorry that i cannot go with u all due to something bad happened on me..feeling disappointed on this matter..wishing all of u all the best in ur trip..hope all of u can enjoy your trip and take k of your safety lo..missing all of u..hope to c u al soon in d beginning of next month..
all the best and good luck..

Finally

Yeah..finally i finished my final exam lo..n i finally finished my foundation studies lo..but can i straight away proceed to degree, it is still an unknown..for today's paper, i reali not so confidence to score..how ar??if i failed proceed to degree, how?? but dun think so much la.. d things i can do now is to relax and enjoy my holiday la..aledi suffered for so long, y should i still worrying about all these things..i know GOD will make a way for me.. GOD will bless me de..hehe

Happy Holiday to all my friends and all the Utarians lo..

@fTeR 2dAY

after today, my final exam end.. now i m still fighting for my exam..scare that later dunno how 2 do d calculation although i have trying so many questions since last night. for theory part, i scare that i cant remember what i have studied..

now my feeling is stressed n looking forward to d time when we completely finished our final exam for foundation..but when i think deeply, shlould i b too looking forward 2 leave foundation?? most of my friends are not going to a same course as me.. so i think d day when we start degree, we will have many new friends?? will we forget each other so fast?? i wont..i wont be forgetting all the memories we have in foundation.. i like this geng of friends.. friends, is u giving me so many wonderful n sweet memories.. my mind wont be deleting any of these momories as time past..

my friends..

gambateh lo..take k lo..

keep in touch lo..

miss al of u al the time..

dun forget me lo..hehehehe..

wishing u all d best n happy always

one more..

now is already tuesday..

it is d last day for my final exam..

one more day i will finish my final exam completely..

one more day i will go back to my lovely home aldy..

one more day i will seperate with my foundation classmate..

one more day pui han and pui san will leave us..

one more day i will be missing all my friends..

one more day i will be seeing my hubby..

one more day i will be following my hubby car back to ipoh..

**All the best to all my friends and all the utarian..

enjoy ur holiday lo..c ya soon!!! take k..

economics exam..

today is my econ exam.. but me seem like no mood to study..but i know i have to study in order to get better result than before..so gambateh lo..i stil got about 48 hours then i can back ipoh aldy lo..wahaha..take k

happy birthday...

today is my friend's birthday..cupuha, happy birthday lo..the following is for ashley n cupuha...

my dearest friends,
both of u r going to leave us soon. reali bu she de both of u..i never think that i can know both of u..we have many happy memories together..in family camp 2008, youth camp 2009.......in al these activities we have a lot of fun together..hope both of u wil not forget me when u leave us to KL..KL is a nice place but both of u have to be extra be careful lo..wishing u all the best n good luck in ur life n ur studies lo.. GOD will bless u all the time..GOD is by ur side every minutes n every seconds.. Prayer could be ur powerful weapon.. pray more lo.. den dun forget 2 miss me lo..muax.......love ya..bye bye..keep in touch lo..

haiz

last wed just finished my cost accounting paper..but......stil have 2 more papers to go oh..haiz..y feel like cant finish my exam de??hehe..but my mum told me stil got few days 2 go onli..yaya..when i think deeply, i know i got 3 more days 2 go then i can bk 2 my hometown aldy..yeah!!! finally i can rest aldy lo..but will miss hubby oh..coz when i bk 2 ipoh, i cant c him aldy..hehe..hubby, u must take k lo..dun make urself too tired lo..keep healthy lo..muax
wei wei, gambateh lo..stil got finance n economics paper 2 go onli..den i can have fun with my friends before we seperate into different course in degree lo..all UTARians n my dearest friends, gambateh lo!!! good life is waiting for us..

hubby training lo..

today is the first day my hubby went for his training in ipoh..he felt very nervous n excited..hehe..remember, tolerate with al the things happened lo..dun get angry easily..remember to hear what ppl said n learn everything from others lo..all the best to u, hubby..take k n love u always lo..muax

exam start lo

today is d first day of my exam..i m nervous coz i scare i do my revision but i stil dunno how 2 answer the questions..but be confidence 2 myself..i know i can do it!!!
GAMBATEH lo.. finished today's paper, only left with 3 papers and 5 more days can go back home aldy..hehe
GAMBATEH to all Utarians and my dearest friends lo..

finally his name is in

2day my bf go n visit my blog..den at night he asked me y suddenly play blog??y inside my blog dun have something which is about him??y i changed my msn personal msg??y i changed my msn display photo??when did i take tis photo??y did i din send tis photo 2 him??y is he keep on asking me so many question?? shouldn't i have some privacy for myself?? can u give me some space?? i think i no nid 2 report everything i did 2 u al d time rite?? even to my parents i also din report al my thing?? suddenly feel stressed when i m b with u..feel stress when u r back...........
i love u is in my heart..no nid 2 show ppl al d time..
i reali hope 2 have a bf which is understanding n caring..i did many things to u, dont u still not understanding i love u al d time??

boring day

today i wake up early in the morning and i waited the time for me 2 go 2 uni to get my exam slip..stupid UTAR n exam slip..if not because of u, i wil b back today or tomorrow..i will not be back yesterday and stay in such a boring place..i can enjoy TV show n air-cond in my warm n lovely house..but al this happened and i have 2 accept it..NO CHOICE!!! hehe..
today i have no mood 2 study..wei wei ar, dun play so much lo..exam is just around the corner..this exam is the main key lead to ur future..gambateh lo..after few days, u can enjoy ur life aldy!!!take k..

*my dearest friends and all Utarians, gambateh lo..few more days will b our exam..take k n add oil lo..

dun wan 2 leave my home oh

tonight i m coming back to kampar, my hostel 1380. when i am going 2 leave, i feel sad 2 leave. i wanna continue staying in my own house n enjoy my life.i dun wan 2 come back here 2 study, 2 make myself stress so much. i dun wan my life to be like tat. but i got no choice. i have 2 be stress when i know my exam is just around d corner. i have 2 study everyday because my exam is just around d corner. i have 2 leave my home n back here 2 study because my exam is just around d corner. everything is just because my exam is on d way coming to me. so i got no choice but to study..
GAMBATEH lo, wei wei..stress onli 9 days.. after that u can back 2 ur own hse, enjoy ur life aldy!!
take k lo..love urself lo..muaxxxxx..

we are leaving lo..

here come to the end of our youth camp. before the end, we have our prize giving ceremony and photo taking session. and before we leave, we have to clean up our room and rearrang our bed by changing the bed sheet and pillow case and blanket. after we have packed up all our things, we enjoy our last lunch there. we also exchange our email and contact no. before we leave. then that is the end of our camp.

Hey, guys and gals, nice to meet you all in the camp. although we are from different places and thanks GOD for giving us this chance to meet here. Rememer you all always lo..take k..c ya soon

the next day morning

early in the morning, we wake up at about 7.30am. yesterday when we slept, we felt very warm and we switched the fan to 4 and the aid-cond to 16. but we felt very cold and some of my room-mate got a flu.hehe.. i think we should not switch to such a low temperature..actually this appear to the guys staying next door. but they are worse because heard from them, some of them din wear their clothes while sleeping bacause of the warm weather..haha
then during the bible study in the morning, i heard a story and it really touching...

once upon a time, there are 3 tree in a big jungle. one day, they are talking about their dream. the first tree, andrew said"if one day i was being cut, i am hoping that i can become a beautiful treasure chase and inside me there will be a lot of expensive treasure putting inside. and outside
my body there will be a lot of diamond as decoration". then the second tree, Brian said,"if one day i was being cut, i wish to be make into a big ship which can carry all the members of royal or those captains which are going for war. wah, such glorious if i can carry all those famous people. and the last tress, charles said, "i dun wish that i am being cut one day. i want to be the tallest tree in the jungle. everyone will see me immediately and i want to be the one who nearest to GOD. "

one day, the three tree, Andrew, Brian and Charles were being cut together. but it does not meet their wishes. Andrew was being made into a container which made to put al the food for the horses while Brian was being made into a big ship but it is use to carry those fisherman to catch fish. and for Charles, it was just left in the storeroom as it cannot use to make anything. they felt very dissapointed as what they wish does not reached.

one day, Andrew saw a group of people coming to the place where horses stay and a baby was born. the baby was born and put into the container. at the same time, they are many peeple coming from different places coming to now on him. Now only Andrew realize that his dream is satisried because inside Andrew, it really use to put the most expensive treasure.

For Brian, he carry a group of people put to the sea as usual. Suddenly a great storm came and the people on the ship were scare. Now a man ame out and asked the storm the stop. and the storm was stopped immediately. now only Brian realize he is carrying the most powerful person. so he knew his wish is satisfied.

For Charles, he was being took to let a man carry. And finnally the man was crucified. Now only Charles know, he is the one whose stay nearest to GOD. and the cross was placed on the highest mountain and everyone can see it. Charles knew his wish is satisfied also.

The moral value for the story: GOD has his own plan for us. What we planned and what we pray might not be satisfy but we must know, GOD will have somemore wonderful plan for us. HE will give us the most WONDERFUL. GOD will do everything for us. HE is the partner for us in anytime and anywhere.