life is so complicated

my life is so complicated recently..
many things happened daily..
i dunno whether i can handle n settle everything?
i try my best to make my life better but....could i??
friends??family??studies??working??partner??
these are elements which colour up my life..
but these are also elements which make me feel tat
my life is not perfect enough..
wishing everything could goes on smoothly..
according to wat i think n wat i wan..
but does everything in mind r possible to goes on like wat i wan?
no..no..i dun think so..
when i think tat something should goes on perfectly,
then there wil b some problems appear..
but now i realized tat although many things happened
r not according to our wishes,
but it's according LORD's plan..
It is a plan from GOD for us..
He is creating a perfect n beautiful life for u..
but v didn't appreciate it..
we try to change n do everything according to wat we think..
recently i realized tat i did many wrong things..
i was just like keep on hurting ppl around us..

moody night

actually my mood for today is quite good de..
coz nothing spacial happened ma..hehe
but when i reached home n v talk about the show shooting for tomolo..
my sis is going to act as ghost..
but my dad suddenly dunno y like respond vry seriously..
he asked for the contact no. for the PIC..he called..asked..
i m sure tat everyone heard tis voice wil b very scare..
i know my dad is thinking of our own good..but..
do he feel tat sometime his reaction n action r a bit serious..
the way he talks, speaks, acts.....make ppl scare him n get away from him..
n sometime he maybe din stand on our place when he do stg..
he din realize tat something when he do may make us paiseh n dunno how to face ppl..
tis is not the first time..many many times d..
is just like dropping my face in front of my friends..
i wan to ask:"how r we going to face those show crew tomolo? just act like ntg? NO!!!"

long time no c

hehe..i m soli tat i have a long time din update my blog d..
but i think i wil find some time to do so soon..
the following are those blog articles which i m going to update:
* my working period
* dad n mum anniversary
* my first salary
* many many more..

see ya..